Hypocrite

My boyfriend hides behind a mask. Not revealing who he truly is, the REAL him. And here I am, Not wanting to be fooled because I want to love him. Not that cold hearted, I don’t give a crap about life, human being that he puts in front me. But he tells me to be honest. To show my true colors, to open up my soul to him. To let him take a peek into my mind and heart. But how can I open up to someone that isn’t real? I can’t? I won’t! I refuse. So until I see the genuine, sincere and beautiful person he is. I will be free without him.

When Will It End

Just about out of breath,

On the verge of passing out,

I Run,

Drenched in sweat,

Eyes rolling to the back of my head,

I Run,

I Run from my family,

I Run from my pain,

I Run from my hatred,

I Run from happiness,

I Run from loneness,

I Run from misery,

I Run from friends,

I Run from joy,

I Run from my life,

I Run so no one can see the genuine me,

I Run so no one can understand me,

I Run because I want to run